mooooon walking.


the world's a roller coaster and i'm not strapped in;
maybe i should hold with care. but my hands
are busy in the air saying, "i wish you were here."

I had breakfast with my shadow.
We had quite the discussion.
Can you fall in love with the things you only know,
the things you may never touch?

forgetting you will be impossible. you impacted my life in a way no one can describe and i'll still love you even though you're gone.

You see people on the street corner,
begging for food.
You think you’re so superior,
because you have more money.
But honey let me tell you,
these people have more soul than you ever will,
And in the end, that’s gonna matter more.

And I realized that you very rarely get everything you want in life, but if you don’t fight for it then, you have even less of a chance. So, here I am, fighting, for you.
++Ugly Betty.

they give their hearts to each other unconditionally. that's what true love really is. it's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love.

Beneath this mask, there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask, Mr. Creedy, is an idea. And ideas are bulletproof.
++ V for Vendetta

Actor: I chew gum to help me thing.
Albert: Sweetie, you're wasting your gum.
++ The Birdcage

we can't live forever
and if we've gotta grow old
might as well do it together

i would like to thank you
for showing me a part of myself
that i have never seen before.

there will be a roadtrip at the end of this week.
to lubbock, with my favorites in the world;
eddie & maeghen. to see more favorites;
matt, gin & alexa.
w00t!!!



The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times,and stand by that for the rest of your life

i know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing through every dark night, theres a bright day after that so no matter how hard it gets, stick your chest out, keep ya head up.. and handle it.
++tupac

And after that night I don't think I can ever forget how you made me feel and how hours later, I still have the butterflies from when you held my hand.

And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.
- the perks of being a wallflower.

You gotta touch the bottom before you can come back up. And I know what your heart is telling you, 'cause my hearts telling me the same thing too.

take all your regrets & throw them aside.
Lets hope that you survive the
"you deserve better's" and blatant lies

Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve.
And I know it's too late to crawl back to you tonight,
But there's a few things that I just need you to know.
Like the way I felt when we were close,
And how the stars explode every time you are near.

Your voice sets off such a strange feeling.
I start to miss you.
Even though you're right there, I can't reach out and touch you.

the little things.
sometimes they're worth so much more than they seem.
sometimes, they're the only things that even matter.

In spite of everything I still believe that
people are really good at heart.
I simply can`t build up my hopes on a foundation
consisting of confustion misery and death.
--Anne Frank

poll;; what's the most spontaneous thing you've done recently?

me;; eddie and i woke up at 3:30 in the morning one day and decided to drive to san antonio. just because we could. we spent the next two days just walking around san antonio and sight seeing. it was pretty fantastic.

i woke up this morning to find this lying next to me;

lucky meeeeeee.
=]


where blue skies meet the sunrise.
Her eyes, that's where I go when I go home.

I was dying of course.
But then we all were.
Every day, in perfect increments.
I was dying of loss.
The only help for my condition, is that I refused to let go of what I loved.
I wrote everything down.
At first in choppy fragments; a sentence here, a few words there.
It was the most I could stand at the time.
Later I wrote more.
My grief muffled but not eased by the passage of time.
When I go back over my reading now I can barely read it.
The Happiness is the worst.
Some days I can't bring myself to remember.
But I will not relinquish a single detail of the past.

Darkness has me hating everone.
I know I give you comfort, but
this trouble makes me sick.
And the longer I lay here,
I know it's harder to
get up without you.

My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through
It's times like these I wish I could teleport to you
'cause then we wouldnt' have an issue
we're cleverly, strategically,
challenging our fright and insecurities,
and never seem to want to leave.

Heaven's not a place you go when you die.
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.

i could stand up and sing you a song
but i dont want to have to go that far and i
know all the steps, up to your door,
but i don't want to go there anymore.

life isnt about how you love
& who you hurt. its about keeping
your trust. its about what you say
& what you mean. its about judgements
you pass & why, its about jealousy,
fear, & revenge. but most of all,
its about using your life to touch
or poison other peoples hearts in a way
that couldve never occured alone.

And being apart ain't easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again

Girl, I'm in love with you
But this ain't the honeymoon
We've passed the infatuation phase
We're right in the thick of love

Imagine that we never met.
You'll do the same, from the looks of it.
Imagine that you never lied,
Oh yeah that's right, it's what you did the first time.

i'm cramping like a mofo.
eddie's bringing me ice cream and chick flicks.
and he's going to watch them with me.
i seriously have the best boyfriend ever.

Now I don't like using words like forever, but I will love you until the end of today. And in the morning, when I remember everything that you are, I know I'll fall for you over again.

If you're going to make a mistake
make it loud so everyone else sounds wrong.

i called the therapist yesterday in a panic.
i said what if the sky falls again?
and she said "well, what if you fall in love?"

today i saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness
of breath. this is why i walk to the ocean,
swim with sharks and jellyfish.
i may never get this chance again.
this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.
if you want to cry you should cry,
and if you want to live you should live.

i mean what if no one's watching?
what if when we're dead, we're just dead?
what if it's just us down here?
what if god is just an idea
someone put in your head?

Seven am; the garbage truck beeps as it backs up,
and I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away.
could I push rewind? The credits traverse,
 signifying the end, but I missed the best part.
Could we please go back to the start?
Forgive my indecision.

These streets turn me inside out.
Everything shines but leaves me empty still.
And I'll burn this lonely house down
if you run with me.If you run with me.

I'm ok with being unimpressive. I sleep better.

We are the middle children of history, raised by television
to believe that someday we'll be millionaires and movie stars
and rock stars, but we won't. And we're just learning this
fact, so don't fuck with us.
-Fight Club

maturity is knowing when to be humble
and when to be bold.